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Have you ever made a decision with NO second guessing involved; I think they call it gut instinct....well that is what's carrying me right now. I haven't been down, I've been fucked over heavy this week, but definitely not down. I'm trying everything to avoid the point of stress/downage because its definitely not good for the soul. On another note I went to a party and the host through something out there that actually was intellectual as drunk as he was; he sed "some of you are here because your relationship has turned into more of a routine". That statement really made me think, like is that when your relationship because the brother and sister relationship lol....damn that sucks....n e ways this was just a pop in... I wrote a good piece the other day bu I was so drunk I prolly didn't post it

Sigh

This weekend should be called MEN because that's what it was full of. Am I complaining? Hell no; it was a beautiful thing. I like to flirt a bit, but don't we all. I've had two on my mind for some reason or another...maybe cuz i haven't had dick in so long that's all i can think about.....*sigh* pitiful. I'm not the greatest listener but if you show me something real I have no other option but to listen. I seem to have an intimidating persona when it comes to these guys, they come on strong but then don't follow through....u know what I say to that NEXT...show me what separates u from the rest, its not enough to stand on the sidelines n expect action...on another note I haven't fulfilled any of my sexcapades *sad face* signing off

Oldy but Goody

So I bumped into an old friend of mine...he was a little more than that. Its nice to see that he was doing so well, he looked graceful and he's well stacked (no gold digger). His charm didn't fade he still has that stupid attitude but the courtesy and all a that was still there. Conversation was flowing like we were walking down the block just yesterday; he didn't forget a thing and neither did I. We had a lot of unfinished business...not sure if we're going to finish it. I'm screaming that I'm not ready to take it to any level with anyone, but that's just inside. I trust him and he's different from what I've been dealing with. For instance the guy I met in Feb reminds me of my lover...I have a love hate relationship with that dude so I'm not really trying to go that route, this dude was always different. He walks with his confidence on his forehead and we have intellectual conversations, and....fuck it I'm just jonesin'. I've been single for three years and haven't fucked in a while this type of shit gets me excited bare with me lol...Nothing like an oldy but goody..