It's Definitely Not Me

Before me is something bigger than me

Unfathomable

The steps I took 

Just don’t add up to its actuality

This is huge

In all honesty

I don’t fucking get it

They say you can’t make nothing out of something

And here this something is

Sitting on my lap

Staring me in my face

Ruining my life

Maybe you see something I don’t

Maybe you know something I don’t

Maybe, if, but, and

I was always into the mystery of a man

But you, yes you my dear

I don’t wanna know shit about

I’ve already walked this road

I’ve already tested this water

Age ain’t nothing but a number?

Well check it, this shit is getting old

Do me a favour

A matter a fact do yourself a favour

Keep the fucking door closed!

Giving In

Giving in 

Its not necessarily a bad thing

Not necessarily a good thing

We all fall guilty of it

Sometimes we try to resist so hard

Because we cannot fathom the consequences

Other times we take it with a feather

Knowing that's what we wanted all along

Well

Its my turn

I'm giving in

I'm prepared for the stabs

I'm prepared for the wounds

I just have to do this 

Just so that I can come to terms with myself

If it doesn't work out in my favour

It was about time I gave in anyway....

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